However, I'm certainly not homophobic, and in the back of my mind, I had thought that if somehow everything was perfect and I had some new, strange attraction to a particular man, well, maybe I could. But, never have I had any sexual contact with another male, and I was convinced I had no plans to do so - particularly not in a park restroom or a stranger's car. There are a lot of guys out there, I know, gay, straight, or somewhere between that are open to discreet sex with other guys. I don't get turned on by men, but think about sex constantly and exclusively with women. I'm a 38 year-old straight man, I've been married 12 years, I love my wife, and I'm committed to our marriage.
No doubt, there are at least a few men (maybe some women, too?) out there that can relate to my position. I'm still so excited by the experience I thought it would be fun to write about it and share it on this site. I recently lived out one of my long-kept-secret sexual fantasies.
